I Still Believe In You.

The song Santa Claus by Alabama is probably the most memorable Christmas song to me. My family used to have this tape with Christmas songs on it from the 80s and every year around this time we'd play it all day long through Christmas, especially at night when we'd gather in our living room or when we'd decorate the tree or whatever. It was the most together I remember my family being. I remember my parents loved this song. Somewhere along the way that tape got lost. Somewhere along the way my family got lost, too. I don't know what prompted me to google the song tonight. Maybe it's because I've been really lacking the Christmas spirit in my life this season...well, more like these past couple months.

There is so much I should, could, would say here if I thought I'd have the courage to. But I don't. So I am going to bed. Goodnight.