Everything else is irrelevant, to the story so far.

I was about to post how my life is boring, etc etc etc.

And then somehow I stumbled upon the most glorious blog.

And fell in instant smit with the author, Eric Smith.

He, in a nutshell, is what I would define as my "definitely want, totally dig, would marry in an instant if he is a nice guy -guy," even if he does look a little bit like my Uncle Steve and has a receding hairline.

My life is increasingly pathetic if I am drooling over some blog guy's self-acclaimed achievements.

BUT WHY CAN I NOT MEET PEOPLE LIKE THIS IN REAL LIFE?

Basically. He is an English professor, has written a book, is way into music in the way that he knows tons of bands personally/did photography for them/hangs out with the bands I listen to, owns a cute bunny, is clever, lives in a city, grew up in NJ, is INTELLIGENT, has drive, and is happy.

....Maybe he is the person I want to be? Hahaha. I never considered this before. Maybe I am swooning over him because he is the reality of the person I have always wanted to become. Interesting.

I need to figure out what I want to do with my life, pronto. I need to become the person I want to be. I just need to know who that person is.

Life goal #1? Most likely, yes.