So I will not be able to leave Rexburg now in less than 7 to 10 days. Which sucks because I wanted to be out of here way sooner. Like as in 2 days. Had I not misplaced the title to my SUV like a freaking idiot, I wouldn't have to wait to get a duplicate title. I know I had it when I was moving out of Tuscany because my photographic memory has a little snapshot of exactly where it was. But then my memory goes blank as to what I did with it after that moment in time. Fantastic! I feel like I take 1 step forward and 3 steps backwards. Oy.
I thought I was sad about leaving here, but as of yesterday I seriously cannot wait to get out. I went for a seriously long drive last night to all my favorite places and sort-of said goodbye to them. As ridiculous as that sounds. I thought I would miss this place more than I do right now. I guess technically I haven't physically left. But mentally and emotionally, I've been gone from here for quite a while. I guess lately I just realized a lot of things. Mostly, I think I realized that goodbyes are not as sad as they sound.
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Jenna,
ReplyDeleteI think you might miss Rexburg every once in awhile after you leave. I would say that your feelings right now are pretty normal. I thought I was going to miss Rexburg a lot, and I have missed it a lot for fleeting moments from time to time. There is something special about that place. But, I have no regrets in leaving. It was time to go, and life goes on. And gets better. Much, much better.