Gaping Holes.

There are literally 15 thoughts fighting themselves in my brain. And I haven't written in awhile. But I somehow figured out how to log back into this blog and import every other blog I've written in and combine them all into 1.

I normally don't make my blogs public. Mostly, because I never share my true feelings with anybody. I don't like looking weak. It is physically impossible for me to break myself wide open for somebody else. It's a slow and cracking process that takes a lot of persistence and patience. So blogging is kind-of the anti-me.

But I figure, since I am now 29, it's time to be more genuine. And vulnerable. And so I posted all my feelings for everybody/nobody in the world to read. That's a pretty scary thought. 

So, here it goes. It just got real, son.